Self Esteem is a manifestation of your relationship with yourself, which is based on your own personal assessment from within. When our self esteem is high we tend to treat ourselves with love and kindness. We still can love ourselves when our self esteem is low, however we may question; Am I good enough? Or am I worthy? We can all be our own worst critic at times.
For a good portion of my life I felt stuck and not happy with where I was at. I had this constant feeling that there was more for me in this life. I wanted more in life, I needed more in life because the life I was living just didn’t seem to fit. If I was ever going to experience more in life, something needed to change. I wanted off the wheel I was running and to find a deeper peace. How was I going to turn this around?
Plagued by depression and suicide attempts, alone in my head and hiding from my feelings and emotions I truly was a lost soul. I say to myself throughout the day… "Why bother" "I hate myself" "I hate my life" "I am a loser" and the list goes on.