For a good portion of my life I felt stuck and not happy with where I was at. I had this constant feeling that there was more for me in this life. I wanted more in life, I needed more in life because the life I was living just didn’t seem to fit. If I was ever going to experience more in life, something needed to change. I wanted off the wheel I was running and to find a deeper peace. How was I going to turn this around?
Plagued by depression and suicide attempts, alone in my head and hiding from my feelings and emotions I truly was a lost soul. I say to myself throughout the day… "Why bother" "I hate myself" "I hate my life" "I am a loser" and the list goes on.